JOURNEY TO MY LIFE!!

Feeling down but have to staying on=(

2010-10-23T01:03:00.000-07:00

Life get so frustrated this month.Life is suffocating me.Assignment,project,test,people and all.Getting tired,getting frustrated.Though am glad that i finished my Extended essay and my Tok essay,but thinking about the results that i produced,it not that satisfying!I dont like doing but i had to do.HHUHH.Everyday deadline,deadline and deadline.Will it end up with DEAD line??

After all,that not that bad.The most irritating problems,the most damn thing that i do not like to figure all the things out would definitely people.I do not like problems related to people.I do not like to think about why people behaving in weird way and why people can changed in such a short time.HUHU.people!!!How can people be so nice to you and the next day turn out to act in stranger way,seem that you are not friend before this.How can i get tired and frustrated when looking at certain people and think what they do seem childish.Cant they grow mature.Is so lame people with all your lame jokes.But it seem so fine before this.Am i the one that change or you are the one that change??

so many thing happened that make me sometimes feel like staying alone,reflecting on the things happened!Everything so sudden.Why must all thing relate to me???it is indeed true that the strongest person will also cry when meet with all the obstacles.Hope all will get over soon.Am getting tired but am forcing myself to laugh.Such a pathetic thing it would be.But am trying!

I LOVE My Home^^

2010-09-03T20:20:00.001-07:00

yeahhh..I am back home..
Huhu..It had been 3 months..yup almost 3 months that I am away from my home..
Home still the best..^^
And my diudi..huuhu..miss uuuu^^

PS^^

2010-08-18T08:31:00.000-07:00

Yesterday finally came out with my nice edited draft of personal statement.A personal statement that definitely improved a lot from the previous one and I will continue to revise until I managed to get the perfect piece of personal statement so that I will be SOLD.hahahaa..It is kind of funny that each and everyone are trying to sell themselves.This piece of paper,essay of myself just like the promotion paper during products promotion.Whether you will pick it up and have a look on it and finally decide to go deep into the detail really matter a lot.I WANT TO BE SOLD!!..hahaa..don't interpret wrongly.Not that 'sold'.=)

Basically there is only 13 universities in UK that offer dentistry course.Yes.No doubt.In a such big place with numerous universities and colleges,only 13,13! offer dentistry.And to my dissapointment and horror only 6 will be having interview in Malaysia and only one can go without interview.Fly over to UK just for interview which you never know the turn out would be?Definitely not.I am not going to bet on this and waste my money.

List of universities that offer dentistry in UK.

1.Dundee
2.Sheffield
3.Kings College London
4.Queen Mary
5.Newcastle
6.Glasgow
7.Leeds
8.Queens - Belfast
9.Cardiff
10.Liverpool
11.Bristol
12.Manchester
13.Birmingham

List of universities that conduct interview here.
1.Newcastle
2.Queen Mary
3.Cardiff
4.Liverpool
5.Leeds
6.Sheffield

I eliminated Leeds and Dundee already.One more need to be eliminate.Four choices are allowed.Erm.Don't know which one to pick.Haiz.Hope i can finalized during Raya break.God bless=)

Coffee..=)

2010-08-14T22:42:00.000-07:00

Coffee has become a necessary beverage in my days in KMB.Each day,yes almost everyday I yearn for coffee,I drink coffee and essentially become part of my daily requirement.When I told my classmates and friends about this,they said "oh my god,you have to drink coffee everyday?That is not good for health!"This has been bothering me.My desire and eagerness to have a cup of hot,tasty coffee going stronger and stronger everyday.The feeling of the drinks going down my throat and into my stomach is so exciting and refreshing.Addicted,am I??

To my horror,my teeth are getting more yellowish.How I am going to set a good example for my patients in the future.I like my teeth because they are minute and cute,but then they are yellow now.One of the sole reason for this is drinking a lot of coffee which eventually stain the teeth.To clear my doubt regarding this issue,I am so surprise that my finding turn out to be the other way round.

Coffee actually can...

1. Stimulating your brain.Coffee contain caffeine which can stimulate our brain to think and work faster.

2.Coffee can help us to aviod migraine problems.Whoever has migraine problem,coffee can help to reduce the occurance of this cureless problem.

3.You will feel more energetic and happy after having a cup of coffee.

4. Coffee can avoid from osteoporosis, heart attack, diabetes and cancer.
wowww..This facts really surprise me!Coffee can prevent diabetes?Unbelievable.

However,coffee is also not without it side effects too.

It will make someone addicted to it,and seem like a day without coffee,you will feel listless.Besides,for those who has high blood pressure,it is advisable not to drink coffe as coffee will raise your high blood pressure.Whereas for women,coffee can affect fertility.

After all,coffee is not that bad for health.The key here is moderation when drinking it.

unexpected=(

2010-06-30T07:28:00.000-07:00

Never did i expected that it will be so soon.
I promise i never cry.
I don't know how.
Arggghhhhh......

^^

2010-06-04T08:27:00.000-07:00

Just enjoy when talking to you.You bird talk.I bird talk.=p

^^

2010-05-07T02:20:00.000-07:00

"Ah reum da oon sa ram"

by,..Seo Yoo Suk =p

Goo.....Get through the Border Line!!!!

Goals..

2010-04-24T12:27:00.000-07:00

Semester 2 examination is around the corner.Yup,it is 3 weeks more.Hoping for the best.Striving for 43!!But in the first place,no facebooking.Hate facebook.=(
By the way,seriously,should work out now.I had been put on weight after chinese new year.Is fatso now.HUh...2 goals in May!!

Meaningless Research!!

2010-04-16T15:06:00.000-07:00

It is 6.00am now.Surprisingly I'm still awake at this hour.I should had better go to sleep just now.After a night of research,I couldn't get what I want.WTH.It is all about my Extended Essay.I am so happy initially,which I think,I think that I almost can come out with my research question and my proposal.It is all about comparing the newspaper in our country.I 'm so enthusiasm in this topic but unfortunately end up to realize that the newspaper that I had chosen now longer in that format.All the English newspaper had change format from broadsheet to tabloid.Waste my effort and time.Argg...So now have to do research again.Why so hard to do?I suppose linguistic research should be very easy!!Huh..Tension..
My thought that college life would be carefree is totally wrong.Life here had been so busy that you don't think that you have 24 hours per day.Your night is so short.With a pile of assignments , presentation ,quizes, examination,cas,meeting and briefing need to do,and yet it doesn't promise a secure place in UK!!wth..Just attended placement briefing today.Counselor told us that there is tight and strong competition among ourselves especially for dentistry students as UK university only accept 1 or 2 students per uni for international students.Oh my goodness!!Imagine that!!There is already 8 dentistry students here,not yet include other students from other private college.That also only from Malaysia.How about other applicants from other countries??No placement=end of scholarship.=(
Now,one more thing to worry,about personal statement and mock interview.A unique and outstanding personal statement with fluent and good English proficiency!Life going to be hard.
No more procrastination ,no more wasting time..no more facebooking.Going to start prepare for semester 2 examination and my EE!!I belive in 45!!!

Finally can catch a breath..

2010-03-05T18:38:00.000-08:00

after coming back from chinese new year break,i had been so busy that i cant even had enough rest.that was so tired.I must say the most tiring period throughout days here.After back try to catch up with homework,biology test,chemistry test,economics internal assessment,extended essay topic,chinese new year backdrop,everything..must be done in such a short time.Now,relief.But i screwed my maths.Every mathematics test,i did badly.Oh my god,that is very wrong.Just dont have the mood to study maths.oh gosh,i m doomed.please be bad the study mood.
about the cny backdrop,wow that success..quite good..luckily the cow able to be tear off,if not will be so awkward.about the dance..haha..lolz..why i still forget the steps,to go and turn when everybody walk to the front.damn embrassing.Hopefully people cant regonise me..
Interesting things is about the penpal letter.that very cool idea.wondering who is my penpal.Please,the next letter,be more fun.

IB life is really chalengging enough.To sleep at 1am also can consider early.that why all have panda eyes.huh..jia you everyone!!

cycling in college.

2010-02-06T06:33:00.000-08:00

feeling very happy to cycle in college.My first time to cycle here.though the bicycle was very lousy,i enjoyed myself.cycle for 2 rounds.So great able to view the scenery in college where i not able to do so when i go jogging.This is because whenever i jog,i felt so tired that i dont bother to look around.Half -way bumped into her.look tired but still continue for two rounds.So cute.Hoping he cant get over and be happy again.

tok malay eng and chemistry..homework!!arghh..no mood to do..I want eat chips!!

29th January 2010..Friday..time 6.30 pm to 10.30pm

2010-02-04T21:08:00.000-08:00

Wow..amazing..amazing and damn fun..
First time I receive proper training from a coach..I never thought basketball would such a fun game.at first I learn how to laid up.around the semicircle,if you are from left,using left hand to dribble the ball,and start with left legs and end up with a nice jump also your left leg..one..two..jump and throw..huh…goalll..hahaha..but mostly the ball being disobedient..dont wish to masuk the ring..erm..must control the ball well..
Secondly,I learned how to dribble zig-zag around con and the laid up..left..right..left ..right..when the coach demo for us..it seem to be such a easy stuff..he even can do without looking at the ball..erm..yala..after all he is the coach right..^^just to comfort myself..every time managed to score a goal,the satisfaction come.Although method could be wrong,but I promised myself to try..there is no failure to life..all those mis-score are just experiment or trial to success.Without hard train,I bet I wouldn’t enjoy much.
Next..the most interesting part.here come the stake player of Selangor..name zek.The first thing she asked us to do is defend.you will be running like a crab around the court in zig-zag pattern.herm..This movement is indeed very very tiring.I also couldn’t get it.But I telling myself,other people can,why you can.after that learning how to dribble while running.When you dribble to the left using left hand.oh gosh.It is so hard to dibble with left hand.but luckily this dribble I still able to pass.there is a teammate that unable to differentiate which hand and which direction gto go.Here come the coach say “I will be giving you all two minutes to teach her dribble.If she unable to accomplish the task then I will make you all run around the court and push-up”.What else,Miss president try her best to teach her while we all cheering for her.Finally no more run,she pass^^

Now come to my turn.The next training is to throw the ball up the air and the ball should spin when you throw and finally will fall back on your hand parallel.oh my god,I know I not able to do this.I had been trying many times already in the college.How?? “I will give you all 1 minute to teach her throw the ball”the coach said.Oh..shit!!If I unable to throw the ball correctly up the air 5 times,they will be punished to push-up 20 times. And the worst come to worst that I wont be punished and I will be watching them being punished.So mean.I tried my best.Hold the ball at correct way.Put the ball right beside your face.bend your knee.raise your hand vertical up and relaxingly throw the ball up the air.1..2..3..4..and the fifth times.yeahh!!pass!!but I knew the coach are so nice.I know my fifth throw not correct as my fall ball backwards.But she just nodded.Erm..good..Thank god she save me from being scolded by other teammate.
Then we learn how to throw and to shoot.the training end at 10.20pm.After cooling down,we thanked her for whatever we gained today and I really felt so happy.she asked us to practice more at college and the most important things is team spirit.The key to win the game depend on the weakest player..we like har???When we think back,yup it is indeed true.Of course when everyone participate in game,all the players are professional,thus if either one of the team member all bad,then she will be the reason or the key to win the game brcause all will depend on her already.Overall,it is a quite tired practice and I am damn hungry because I didn’t had my dinner.Reached the college I having my supper.Gosh..gonna gain weight!

Please la..the world does not belong to you!!

2010-02-04T21:04:00.000-08:00

I despise people that look down other ppl!!!!!!!
I hate..i hate those people..
So what that you are great..
So what!!!
You are great that you easily say people like??look down on people..
Don’t you know that your word are very harsh???!!!!!!!!!
I couldn’t stand it!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why cant you stand on other ppl side and think in their way..you are born smart…so what??
Team spirit??dont you know that??you never know..what you know are just about yourself…yess..i am not a sportwoman,then??have you ever think when last time you start to join ??Howw you survive??Doesnt you also don’t know anything??why you never think that you have practice for so long only you able to be what you are today??har??and know what??Look down at other people?scare that you will being punished??har??r!!!Arghhh!!!!
There too many thing that you had disappoint me..okay I am not that good in your eyes perhaps among the crowd,then what??Should you express it out loud..That your character perhaps..too straight forward but cant you just think about other people feeling??spare a thought for others please!!!

holidays going to end tommorrow..=(

2010-01-04T02:53:00.000-08:00

After about 3 weeks of holidays,tommorrow is the day that most probably the day that hated most by kmbians..we have to go back to the very "nice" place.Oh my god..6 of january starting of semester 2..look at the positive side,i wonder how i can survive the past half a year..thanks to friends there.If not ..erm..for sure die already.New semester something great for me.I am going to shift place to in front oh..Damn happy.Actually I am not so kinda want to sit in front because i scared whenever i can't finish homework,I'll being caught first..geegggggee>.<..But that is better than me keep on copying wrong words.I hate everyday that i need to use all my eyes power to copy words.To make the matter worst,teacher alwalys like to use red markers.Though I had been telling teacher that i couldnt see probably because of the ink colour,but it seem to only last a while only.Very soon teacher seem to be forgetten what I told her.But i never blame her.How I wish all the guys can be more nice,that can willingly let us sit in front.Imagine 6 tall guys sit in front of 3 short girls.huh..expect us to look at their head and draw them out??Please don't disagree when we want change to in front.I am so sorry..my classmate..but i getting fed up that i always couldn see and listen to teacher.I am sorry.starting sem 2 mean i will be getting my sem 1 results.No dare to think.Hopefully god bless.Hopefully 2010 first dream will come true as soon as possible.Sem 2 no more procastinate,no more lazy^6^.For sure there is more and more assignment.ha..but i not scare of challenge.hahaha.chemistry,biology,damn frustrating mathematics,confusing data response questions of economics and definitely the hard english.Wishing I can enchance my skill and my knowledge.read more..can I??*seem hard*.Sem 2 be more active,interpersonal skill and communication skill must also improve as this is very importance element to survive in UK.gambateHHH...^^

That all..got to go..gonna watch my favourite drama..

Random..

2010-01-03T08:48:00.000-08:00

Every people has different perception towards life..
Different perception towards things..
Different perception towards opinion..
Different perception towards what is happening..
AND
Different perception towards relationship.
Things seem to be so simple..
We know that we are human,we have different perception..
Yet,we always want to argue over this matter..
We make it so complicated..
So..what is the point???
OMG..please open our eyes..
Using our mind to think rationally..
It is no point to argue over past matter..
Let bygones be bygones..
Learn forgive and forget..
Life definitely be more better tommorrow.

18 birtHday^^

2009-12-30T06:43:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YI LIN DA JIE !
HAPPIE 18th BIRD-DAY TO OUR CRAZY LAZY DA JIE !!!
Wishing you all the best and getting more and more prettier every year. well,hope you like our surprises as we can't think of any plan anymore because you are not well. Although we can't gathered everyone but am sure that you can feel our sincerity right ?

p/s : fulfill your mummy's wish okay ? bring your boy along with us next year ;)
this is the farny conversation between jas and her mom before we get to her house :
dutdut...dutdutt...

Kong's bro : Hello....who do you want to talk to ?
jas : Is Xiu Ting in ?
Mom : (thought was her and this gave jas a big shocked..their sounds were alike) Hello..who are you ? Who do you want to talk to ?
jas : Hello..aunty ar ? Am Jasmine,Yi Lin's friend. I want to talk to ah kong.
Mom : (HAHA) Of course you were looking for ah kong
( jas was like jammed and so shy that time. she forgot that her whole family is ah kong except her mom and she has used to call her like that.so sorry aunty :P )
jas : ohh..Aunty actually we are going over to your house a while more to celebrate yilin's birthday but she doesn't know about it yet. We wanna give her a big surprise.
Mom : She's sleeping now. Do you want me to wake her up ?
jas : Oh..It doesn't matter cause we gonna to give her a surprise.
Mom : Then you all ma see her ugly sleeping pose ?
jas : HAHAHAA. Never mind lar aunty. We wanna give her a surprise what.
Mom : Fuhh. How can i betray my daughter ? okay lar you all come over..bye..
jas : okokay.thanks bye.
When we reach her house, she was already awake. Too pity but she is still very surprised and her tears almost drop. HUGGGGGGGGSSSSSSS ~!

In the car. Forgot to take pics when we were heading to her house.duhh
The cake was made by us heartedly ^^

She just got out from toilet and is blowing the cake. She took few seconds to blow up all cause the candles are around the cake and she got to go from the left to right XP

She was sooooo happy. XD

Gotchaaa !! Here we are !!
(laughing Buddha, Shu Han, Joanne, Chew Ling, Jasmine and YiLin)

Absentees :
Hui Won - Missing In Action
Xin Ying - Just got back from pahang
Sabrina - Went Taiwan
Siow Chin - Working in Subang
Josephine - Studying in KL
(Copy and paste from SSS bloggie..i like tis post so much that y i copy paste it..sorry yarh^^)

That my super duper good geng and best SSs friends ohh..Thank for remembering my birthday..Thanks for helping me celebrating my birthday..Thank for the cake^^..
I love u all..I am glad i found such a great friendship which i would neva will forget in my whole life...happy happy..muackkkzzzz^^

This year i had very memorable birthday..
On that day itself..i went skating for the first time..
haha..this shall be my whole life the ever first time skating..on my birthday..
But sadly i fall numerous of time..the worse thing is when i fall,i couldnt stand again..simply go hold on other ppl..na ye jiu suan le...worse come to worse go hold other ppl boyfriend,end up kena sharply stared by the gf..another time is go hold on small mei mei..end up other ppl say.."isshhh..kesian budak kecik ni.."...OMG..damn embrassing...I admit i m slow learner..but i am satisfied with my effort....^^
Later went Pavillion eat and enjoy the scenery there..Nice view..nice place..
Thank my college friends^^...

I finally over 18..People say it is a waste to be born at end of year..but I say I'm lucky to be born in 1991..I met great ppl..I had been going through great experience..Thank mummy..haha..I am big already..^^

Be mature..Be sensible..Be Good galz..Be great..Be nice..Be Smart..and BE HAPPY^^

It is 3.02am nw..

2009-12-29T11:01:00.000-08:00

Finally able to search the button..
I have been searching how to publish my blog publicly..
Gonna sleep..That all for today..

Nice Song..Nice Lyrics..

2009-12-29T10:01:00.000-08:00

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because when I think of you
I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach back through the past
I'll whisper in your ear
Oh, darling, I wish you were here

haha...i am back!!!

2009-12-29T09:48:00.000-08:00

Yeahhh!!!..
that it...i am back again..today feel like blogging^^
3 weeks of holidays are the most awesome holiday man..
I feel so relax and feel from restricted life in kmb..
Gosh..have to suffer another 1 and half year..sienzz...
another 6 days..going back thre again...
i am scare to see my results..sure vy terukk..!!!
happy to see my frenz all gt partner already...may they happy everyday^^
As for me..hehe..not planning to look for Mr.Right..I believe there is more behind..(hopefully)
1 more day towards another year..2010..
hopefully everyone success in this year..
hopefully everyone happy n healthy in this year.
hopefully my sister gt 7A's for PMR..
hopefully my sister pass her PMR..
hopefully i successfully slim down..^^
hopefully my dream come true this year..
hopefully my english more fluent..
hopefully pass all the test n exams with flying colours n up to the mark..
hopefully no more difficult decision n obstacle in life..
KUDOOSSS 2010..A NEW YEAR,A NEW HOPE!!!

Omg...

2009-11-13T10:00:00.000-08:00

OH MY GOD..
STILL VERY VERY CUTE^^

Why Dentist need to study maths??

2009-11-13T09:44:00.000-08:00

Huh..I was damn fedup..
Mathematics is getting harder n Harder..
How i wish Waishin was here..haha
How i wish my brain is half of the super genius brain of him..
No more careless..
No more too much nap..
No more wasting time..
score for sem 1..
Aim for the higher..
can't reach the moon..also will reach the star..
God Bless=p

Failure???

2009-11-13T09:21:00.001-08:00

Failure Is Part Of Leraning..
Failure Is Like tHorn of Durian..
Is Pain To touch..
Is hard to Open & unlock It..
But once You got the Tactics..
It will never The Same anymore..
Which then..
You can enjoy the Tasty flesh of Its..
No matter How hard the bitter Is the Taste of failure..
One shouldn't Give Up..
Instead,never look back and Promise yourself..
I will never Give Up..
and say..
"you stupid failure is just a Trespasser of my life..
You'll never got the Chance to do it again..."
The time can't be unwind..
we should look Forward for the best always come after the pain..
No pain..No gain..^^

FAILURE JUST LIKE THE STAIRCASE TO THE TOP..

-no need be sad for the existance of staircase as without it one never gonna reach the top of top-

I am back here in Kmb..

2009-09-29T06:24:00.000-07:00

Today after tiring journey..finally i am back herfe in KmB
I don't feel like so eager to come back here..
But anyway i will learn to enjoy here...

I marry ji chun xi???

2009-09-27T10:05:00.000-07:00

Damn hilarious and funny dream..
It was so real..i feel so great..
I marry to ji chun xi..
hahahhahahaha
maybe i watched ming zhong too much already..
ermmm...marry him???hahaha..
it started lik this..in front part i cant remember already..
Starting from behind..the venue is the place convent situated..
but the school don't know what name..
that day i found out i was pregnant..1 and half month..
I was finding the chances to tell him..
but no chances..then lik usual i walked to the back of the school to wait for bus with other friends..
Suddenly ji chun xi also coming out..standing far a bit from us..
Then all my other friends were so high and keep on talking bout him..
as for me,i take this opportunity to tell him..i signal him to go into the school and he obey..
Everyone there like woowww..
hahaha..
I tell him i pregnant already..then he say he marry me..ohhh..hahaha..laaa..then no more..my mum voice...
i woke up..11 am..damn good n sweet dream..
unreal dream.haha..^^

Nice Nice Holiday^6^

2009-09-27T09:47:00.000-07:00

17 days..
Nice holiday for me..
I enjoy laughter..
I enjoy fun..
I enjoy jokes..
I enjoy hang out..
I enjoy my time with family..
I enjoy my time with friends..
I enjoy my time watching tv..
I enjoy my time online..
I enjoy sleeping on my bed..
I enjoy eating whatever food i desire..
But all going to end soon..
1 more day,i am going back to continue college's life..
This time i wont be back so soon..
Unless there is miracle..
Gonna to start struggling..
IB n KMB..
Surrounding by all genius..
I feel so small..
Hoping i can survive
No,is to success in KMB!!!

University of Nottingham??

2009-09-20T08:38:00.000-07:00

Today met with one guy..quite tall and big size guy..had a chat with him..
He is a graduate from UEC..then going to attend don't what function in england soon..

Talk to him..he said it was so fun to study in England..he recommend me University of Nottingham..he say nice..i was so semangat and eager..but when i went back home only realize nottingham didn't offer dentistry..haiz..go online..found out that university of leed is the first rank for densistry uni in uk..erm..sienzz diao..but anyway i was so fascinated and delighted to go uk..i want to enjoy there..2 more years..go go go ...jiayou..u can do it..suffer 2 more years coz ib is hard and tok..ohh..goshh..hope i will learn to enjoy my life in mcb..god bless=p

Gathering sept 19...

2009-09-20T08:24:00.000-07:00

After the last bbq at huiwon's house,finally bbq again..actually i didn't contribute much in preparing that bbq..so thank you to my dearest chew ling,huiwon,xinying ,sabrina,jasmine,shu han and joanne ..thank a lot..i went there just eat only..and thanks joan..your "peng" skill vy good..i enjoy the chicken..hahaha..and having calsberg too ohh..first time c whole gang drink beer..hehe..all bad d..me and xy still cant legally drink but don't care..anyway,who know?..haha..and happy belated birthday chew ling..finally can legally drink beer..haha..next time celebrate my birthday at pub pulak(kidding only^^)..eat till so full..then play poker and unsuccessful truth or dare..haizz..nobody want to share..everybody so selfish..haizz..zhen shi de..anyway good time,nice time and great time..miss out siow chin and josephine..sayang..they sure gt a lot to tell..next time hope can gather..miss it^^muackzzz..

Damn IT!!!

2009-08-29T10:19:00.000-07:00

Why the ticket so fast sold out..
I don't know how to go back to college..
I bought the ticket to pudu already..
But i don't know how to go back from pudu to college..
Browsing through the Internet but still can't find out the way..
How???!!
DAMN IT!!!

Day 2 and day 3..

2009-08-29T10:04:00.000-07:00

Wednesday and Thursday,I finished my task to do personal CAS at hospital Putra.Still,both of the two days were great but a bit boring.I had been given the chance to see how the doctor,Dr....(cnt remember)conduct colonoscopy.Colonoscopy is the endoscopic examination of the large colon and the distal part of the small bowel with a CCD camera or a fibre optic camera on a flexible tube passed through the anus.Erm..actually i was quite shy at first as the patient was aguy.Come on,first time see other guy butt other than my brother's butt.I guess that time my face was blushing^^.The doctor put in the tube into his butt.Instead of the patient feeling pain,i sendiri like rasa the pain.=pThen after a while,watched endoscopy.But is another patient la.The doctor wanted to examine stomach and duodenum of the patient.I looked at the screen and can see how does our internal body look like.Just lik a journey into the body.Haha..Other than that,i helped a woman change clothes.What else,free show.I can see her whole body.Again,a bit shy.Huh..the nurse look like ok only.Maybe they get used to it already.luckily i'm not a future-doctor to-be,if not..(don't know how)At the end of the hospital attachment,the director of that hospital gave us small plastic with presents inside.Luckily is not CASh,orelse i need to forget about CAS.

Hospital Attachment-Day 1^^

2009-08-25T07:31:00.000-07:00

Today as early as 8.15,i waited for Faiq to fetch me to Hospital Putra.Today I m going to do my first social work at there.Then i headed to my department,surgical 1.The sister brought me around that department.She told me about the doctors there,the patient and the ward there.Erm,quite a lot of information she gave,but yalah,early in the morning,i'm not in my best condition.Still half asleep how to remember all.hahaha..Then,I followed the nurse and trainee there.First of all,visit the patient.Dr.Selvam was talking to the patient who had just undergoes operation.He asked what is good carbohydrate.Rice witout excess intake.And never ever take too much flour.
Other than this I met with 2 trainee from Windfield college,marcilla and jenny.There are damn nice.They taught me how to measure temperature,pulse and blood pressure.Then I also learn from one nurse how to take ECG.

What is ECG?Electrocardiography (ECG or EKG) is a transthoracic interpretation of the electrical activity of the heart over timecaptured and externally recorded by skin electrodes.I helped the nurse.First of all naked the patient.Hahaha..Yup,my first time doing this.A bit shy at first but i didn't showing it till so obvious la.Then put the things at the correct point after applying some cream on the parts that going to be connect.Then press and play with the machine.Now can see the heartbeat.But the nurse say we not need to interpret it,doctors will do it.

Other than this,I also watched the nurse wash the wound of the patient.Oh my goodness.The wound damn geli.You can see the flesh,it is like..yuckss..Luckily I'm not dictor.But i like to watch it after a few minutes.There alot of things to apply on the wound.Actually me not really know all the medicine but anyway it was nice.

Besides these,i also had the chances to watch a new born baby.He was a chinese bay.3 . sumthing kilogrammme.So cute.he had been given oxygen using the tubing.Then after that it was so bored already.After 12,we mostly like did nothung but just simply walked around.

Anyway today was an adventure for me.For the first went to hospital and being misunderstood as the doctor.Feel great but also embrassed when got patient asked me something and i don't know how to answer.In the end when i telling them i'm student and not doctor,they like"ohh"..something like cheh feeling like that..Ohh my goodness..All blame the formal clothes fault.I had no choice to wear it and i did really have the doctor's style.Not to praise myself but really i did.hahaha..

Then went back home after having short talk with the matron.Faiq again send me back and on the way back i met marvin.So coincidence.Hahaha.

Tommorrow going again.Hope tommorrow there are more things to explore and experience.

Great-tiring-Time really flies!!

Weird feeling..

2009-08-24T10:25:00.000-07:00

Hardly to express this feeling
am I demanding a lot
Or being influence by surrounding
I don't know
Seaching and searching
There is no way for me
Waiting
Till tired
Why people can easily get yet that hard for me
Why
Does me lack of communiciation
Arghhh
Please..APPEAR IN MY LIFE SOON..
Waiting is torturing...

24th August 2009

2009-08-24T10:13:00.000-07:00

Early in the morning i already woke up.After clean myself,I headed towards Putra hospital.Today gt simply briefing bout our attachment activity in that hospital.Me were the first to reach thre.Then pn.noraini,person in charge there show some slide show after we introducing ourselves.Me was referred to bakal-bakal dr.In reality I am studying dentist.But i didn't clarify that point.Anyway dentist also doctor what.Then tommorrow I am going to help at surgical 1,gynaenology department.Quite eager to go but feel useless as i reali duno what i can do there.Will I invite more troubles.Hope everything went fine Tommorrow.

Evening.I went to mbo watched ophan.a horror movie.Not reali horror but the way that the woman killed people damn sucks.My goodness.I am thinking are this human?When there with huiwon,jasmine and their friends.

Night.Went to play badminton.Actuali not reali play till sweat alot as i do at college.Anyway it is fun n jas is funny.Keep on laughing duno about wat..haiz..hahaha..Then went to hai kee eat.

Today i realize i am lu chi.I duno whre is hai kee,whre is the badminton court sampai alwiz asked people.Waste my phone money lo keep on making call..haiz..blame myself.

it is late now,but still want update something for my memory.time flies,memory do fades.Hope this online diary will keep on making my memory alive just like the poem sonnet 18.

Tiring-Xin dong-happi-

last Friday...

2009-08-24T09:56:00.000-07:00

Last friday..last day of my sch days and first day of my mid sem holiday...
I went back home..As usual,the journey back home was tiring and expensive..
This time luckily some of the MPP from college organised some bus services to transit students to puduraya.RM12 per person..I boarded the bus around 3pm.I met with one senior jing theng who was also going to pudu.Orelse I duno want to sit with who.The whole bus was malay students.Another two bp friends who also going bec take another bus.My bus reached pudu fst.Then alone i walked around the counter there searching for tickets back to bp.Damn shit that day.All the buses were full.No more KKKL.others also full.And that day damn many ppl.One of the promoter thre even make a lame joke.
"Nak pergi mana amoi?""Batu pahat".."Berapa orang?"..while me just wanted to reply,then he say again.."kalau satu bolehlah"..i was like woww..still got tickets..then"i hantar ngan motor"..whatla..stupid promoter make lame joke..then search..search..waiting 4 my friends to come coz i cant decide whether wan take bus to yongpeng o nt..Luckily Edmund decided to take the bus.RM31 beb..super damn qiao zha ppl money.Last time bus terus go bp only RM20.60,nw just reached yongpeng nia already Rm31.a total different of rm 10.40.Cheat ppl money.I am students ok.My allowance not much k..after spending on the bus tickets forth and back already burn a hole in my pockets.whatla..And the service damn bad.Say that the bus is now.Then wait for 1 and 1/2 hours only reali start the journey.Somemore ask ppl move in and out.Down and up.STUPID.NOT WORTH AT ALL.Luckily this time my luggage is small.Orelse i die..How wish i am gt a kind ppl that willing to take my luggage and accompany me back home.Then i wont feel lonely anymore.Wandering around the pudu at first quite scary.What if suddenly kena culik..choi..touchwood....btw..avtime when pudu sure met ppl.last time met with doris and siryee,this time met with serene and yiwei.Finally,reached yongpeng..edmund so kind that he willing to send me home.My parents not free as my sisters are sick.Thay took them to buy medicine.
Tiring-Scary-Happy-Luckliy-Lonely-

Today i met with Pn.Mary!!

2009-08-07T10:32:00.000-07:00

Today.xin xue lai chao..wanted to help my mum shopping at k4..
After fetching my sisters,me terus headed to k4..
Shop..shop..shop..
Suddenly see one ppl..so familiar..
When she turn around..oh..my goodness..
Is my good biology form 4 teacher..
Pn.Selvamary..
Huh..i miss her so much..
Talking with her 4 a while..
She recover already after the operation..
But her face still look like a little bit pale..
Telling her my latest update..
Got boyfriend o nt..study at whre..wat course..
n everything..
Including the whole gang of sss..
Asking whre xinying,joanne n bla bla bla..
And me..of course willing to report everything..haha..
Chat chat chat..until she say she need to make a fast shopping coz she needed to fetch her daughter at Ai Chun..
Indian gal study chinese ..hehe..me also duno chinese..
Haiz..fail as chinese ppl..=(
She say she mostly probably will start teaching again next year..
Hopefully she recover fully..
And thank you too for offering help to me..
Nice to meet you..teacher^^

Nice day^^

Time never wait...

2009-08-06T09:57:00.000-07:00

Goshh..my 9 days holiday gone already..
9 days..y 9 days like 1 day..
I did nothing during this sudden surprising holiday..
Due to dreadful H1N1..
my college dicutikan 1 week..
Luckily me nt demam..if not..diela..
2 more days..
My homeworks only finish one..
My goodness..there is lotsa more homeworks..
Hope i can finish all of them before due date..
Finger crossed...

Am I really choosing to give up BNM ??

2009-06-26T06:28:00.000-07:00

A few days ago..i receive call from Bank Negara Malaysia..
i got it..i got the scholarship to study accountancy ..
will going to have pre-u at either taylors or intec..and then will going to australia..
iniatially..i never planned to take this scholarship..just in case,i didn't get jpa..
then only i realised that BNM actually needs higher qualification rather than jpa..
and the interview was much more harder than jpa..

1.complete a task individually...and present it..
-opinion work via internet
2.indivudual interview..3 to 1
3.group discussion..the most difficult part..the most brain- storming one..
-eg.one construction company is going bankrupt and what shud u do la..smthing lik that..
4.essay writing in 1 hrs..2 essays..1 in bm and 1 in bi..current issues..

overall i think i did perform in the interview..i 'm not really had prepared as at that time,i thought of going to have fun ,experience and to prove myself..as BNM only choosing the cream of the top..i'm not boasting or what..but i definitely is the luckiest one as i got mostly whatever i had applied except for ipta..and being the head prefect really do help a lot..thank you teachers for chosing me to let me have a chance to learn and grow..i had bcum braver and dare to talk in public..haha..

now..i'm confused..i just called BNM say that i wanted to reject it..many ppl say BNM is good and if u work with them..needless to say ,the salary and the bonus at the end of year sure will be very high..

Anyway..many people advised me to go with my interest..the problem is..myself..really not sure bout my interest...haha..i'm really undecisive..chosing to give up BNM and working with government..will i regret??ahhh...

everything is predestined..aren't they??
just a word..my FATE...
(comforting myselF)

kolEj maRa bantinG

2009-06-26T05:57:00.001-07:00

23rd june 2009..i already in KMB..
first impression..OMG..horrible..
the facilities are bad and yet the rules there are so strict..
Come on..what type of college..
Haiz..just lik what had said in the recom..
the room is so small n the rice is hard..
but anyway i get 6 meals per day..
it is a lot..the food still acceptable la..haha
only 50+ NON-BUMIPUTERA (meaning not only chinese)in here...
but i met some of the girls..quite good and nice..
but mostly speaking english..
i had no choice but to speak english too..
although they are chinese but mostly can understand chinese but to speak..
i bet..it will be so difficult for them..haha..
they are nice anyway....
orientation week..very busy..need to wake up at early in the morning for the roll call..
but then can go back sleep..haha..but me n my roomate miss the breakfast..
when v wake up it was already 7+ in the morning and v terus go for another roll-call again..
anyway...my roomate is a good indian girl..n have to speak english again lo to communicate with her..^^
I'm going to learn 7 subjects..where 6 subjects will be taken into account for IB marks..

malay.bi.maths.chemistry.biology.business.warisan(history) total will contribute to 42 marks
+CAS(extra cocuriculum activities)+TOK(theory of knowledge)+EE(extended Essay) 3 marks..

so overall 45 marks..i need to get 38 marks and above in order to pass Jpa minimum requirement and if i want to get to top universities in UK..i will have to score more than 38..42 perhaps..haha..got senior get 45 marks wor..haha..

That all...the end..^^

GOOD BYE!!!

2009-06-22T10:00:00.000-07:00

goodbye .... mummy n papa..
goodbye .... my jie jie..
goodbye .... ah yi n xiu ting..
goodbye ....jackson...
goodbye....my friends...
goodbye....my motorbike..
goodbye ...my avthing at home..
though it is not far..but I will missing these!!

New life beginning soon!!!

Happi FaTHEr day!!!

2009-06-21T09:17:00.000-07:00

21fst of June 2009
Papa
Happy Father day!!
Sorry yesterday 4 calling u..
And angry that u dowan help me find some details..
Sorry..I'm really forget that u go holiday..
I thought u r in jb..
SORRY..=(

决定了！！！！

2009-06-20T08:11:00.000-07:00

我决定了！！
Just now register online already..
I'm really going for dentistry..
Going for KMB....
Cnt turn back already..
My future..
Yess..that it..I'm future dentist..
HUh..future DENTIST...
but in my heart..still gt some uncertainty..
Because of something..I'm still hoping..
But for now..I hope it wont success..
Or else..I'll be getting headache..
I'm scared..WILL I REGRET??

DR.Kong....sound great^^

Hanging out wiTh my SsS frenz=Gud Gud frenz^^

2009-06-19T08:35:00.000-07:00

Today..
Happy and Tired day..
A day that i went out so long ever since these few months..
And driving car for so long..haha..

First..go out photocopy some documents,then when to post office buy stamp..
3 stamps=RM30..
Then go buy KFC..coz of promise to my dear cute last time seni tc..Pn.Masnah^^

Second bout 12.30pm..go sch..find pengetua..damm shit..she gone bec already..
for the second time just as last time when i need her to sign my agreement..she is not thre..

Then go fetch chew ling..almost when sch,chew ling say 4get take phone..go bec her house again and take phone..Go sch again..still pengetua nt there..alamak..the kerani say need wait till 2+pm lik tat..wow..nw 1pm..how..then v decided to go square 1..Chew ling wan buy bros de bottles..after that go k4..me wanted to buy smal smal basket ..and i had bought a yellow one..

Next we headed to moli..
Me(lebar kayu d)can parking car into the box nicely wor..!!park vertically..geng le..haha..thanks chew ling for her help..^^Soon,shu han and sabrina came followed by huiwon..chit-chating awhile,gossiping..+ many more..noe la..they all r auntie(no offended )..hahhaha..

Still gt sumore..we when back to gai gai at square 1 again..again go to see bottles..hui won also wanted to buy..but in the end none of them buy coz none of the bottles make them 'sun yan'..so cerewet..hahhaha

Then...the most great thing..I 'm fetching them to summit o..they all la..kept said wanted to sit my car..so me bobian la..c so wei da..hahaha..my vy first time fetching friends....AND..they all kept talking this and that..OPEN SIGNAL..GT PPL..WAHH U DRIVE LIK TAT AR..EHH GT CAR..Y U SIT SO FRONT..UR MIROR NOT OK..and BLA BLA BLA..they even help me to look at side mirror.....but they are funny lo^^..and when want pay 4 parking d time...at the steep d road..haha..better dun say..so malu^^.

Go summit..walk here walk there ..go eat at kk and c dao one shuai ge where five of us dou agree that tat guy really handsome..hahaha^^

Whole day..I'm busy..+ little bit tired..anyway I'm quite happy..wondering next time will I still can always like today..for I'm always the one that absent went avbody going out gai-gai..^^

Finally reached home around 8pm^^

END OF MY WORKDAYS!!!

2009-06-18T09:29:00.000-07:00

Finally...ended...
My workdays ended..
Had been worked for 6 months..
More or less half a year..
Quite tired but better than being bored..
This big big holidays..really did not have much fun..
Do I more prefer work?or money perhaps?
Anyway..ended..I had getting more n more new friends..
And can works together with jie..haha
Friends+experience+fun...
But money duno had gone where..haha
SEEm i did not earn and save dao money??
Money??u run away,R U??hahha
Siao liao...^^

Jasmine and Me^^~pc Fair~

My promoter and I~summit..GC~

Cute cute wanchin and Me^^~BP mall~

Ah Pei and Me^^~BP mall~

Ah Shuai and me^^~Rugayah~

Ah Fang and Me^^~Rugayah~

Pacific Frenzs^^~BP mall~

Night At The Museum 2^^

2009-06-16T08:44:00.000-07:00

Today after work..went catch a movie..
With my little mei mei..
Actually wan go sing K d..
But in the end changed mind..

Night At the Musuem 2..
Watching 4 second time..
Funny and hilarious...^^
Then went latteh..
And chit-chating with my sister at Tea Station..
N buying materials to make some jelly..
Tommorrow going to make jelly..
Hope will succes^^

Countdown 6 days....

女人！！！

2009-06-14T10:04:00.000-07:00

今天auntie Lilian又骂粗话了。。(private part)..刚刚进去"家了副"做工就听到在auntie骂人。。什么嘛....七早八早就听到了...我心想...女人嘛...哈哈.....果然真的很恐怖所.....以嘛，千万别的罪女人哦!!!后果应该....哈哈....“会很惨吧”......不过auntie也真可怜.....今天又被人家骂....那里的mok经常其负她......她一边骂一边眼睛红红的....(哭了)....可是她又不敢直接去骂mok.....相反的，她是对着我们骂....感觉是在骂我们,不过是故意讲大大声给她听.....咳......社会嘛.....我不敢想象.....我先在还小.....懂得还是那么的少呢....我不懂我以后也会不会面对这些人事问题....不过我知道这是难免的啦....咳....前往的路要开时了！还在等待。。希望样样都如我所愿。。

加油吧！！！

Huh..NeaRly Scared to die..

2009-06-11T09:57:00.001-07:00

Suddenly..thinking of sms-ing my friends..
When to room..upside cupboard to take my phone..
Oh My God..whre my phone????????
Started panic..
Looking ang searching Up-side down for my phone..
Ohh..
How..it is a present..
Went out to carpark..
Searh in car and my motorbike..
As juz nw i got drive both of them..
Huh..NONE!!!!!..
HOW??..
The loud noisy sound..
And
Me mumbling to myself had woke up my mum..
Then she said.."yao si ar..ta qu kan kan"
Then familiar korean ringtones ringing..
ohhh..tat's my phone..
Haiya..it is on my table..
Adui..me this "hu du chong"..when will be more alert...
Hai ppl bai dan xin and making my own so nervous..
Huh,,hw to go study at outside alone in future???..haiz....

MUST BE ALERT AND NOT FORGETFUL THE NEXT TIME....

GeTting A nEw Baju KuRunG...

2009-06-11T08:32:00.000-07:00

Yday I'm sick...
Today also sick...
My eyes look even smaller...
So Miserable...
=(
But just now went buy a pair of baju kurung..
Wana wear it during classes..
I bought pink colour d as dun have purple d..
With big big flower..
Quite like it..
^^

Gonna Sick Already...=(

2009-06-09T08:24:00.000-07:00

Headache...
Tired...
And my pipe(nose)cnt closed..
Seems I'm going to be sick..
Long time din fall sick le..
Exhausted..
But still thinking going out 2ml..
Hope 2ml i'll be fine....

mEdical Checkup...

2009-06-08T06:20:00.000-07:00

7.30am..woke up..do some cleaning and went to Klinik Kesihatan batu pahat..near carrefour and my hs..hehe..when to kaunter pendaftaran and the person asked me to go to kaunter 10..then at thre,another person c my yellow book and asked me to filled the form...settle..then i waited..

then he called my name again..i went thre..he was filling the medical checkup form..then he said needed to pay rm190..and his maths was so terrible..95+65=170..omg..in the end,he end up with no balance..then i told him the mistake..without thank you he still said this one cnt be wrong d..if nt he will die..omg..is u doing the wrong thing le..wat for telling me all this..stupid..

waiting is such a waste of time..bobian who ask jpa say need to do at gov hosp o clinic..checkup need 1 hrs and waiting needed 2 and half hrs..stupid management..and gt so many ppl sick meh??avday so many ppl!!

Fst i go take out blood..fst time..scared pain but i dun scare blood o...cn be doc..haha..then went for urine test..then when to klinik dada to have TB test..later thursday needed to go again to check again..

later in the noon when to Hospital Batu Pahat..doing X-ray..while waiting,i chit-chatting with a malay gal..she also gt jpa..will doing pre-u at uitm,2years at Ireland and 2 yrs at Penang Medical School..twinning programme..doing medic..hehe..

then i told her mine..she said her frenz also going thre but under Mara..oohhh..icic..then i asked her why she didn't applied under Mara..the answer is mara is pinjaman nt scholarship.. Really?Me really duno..anyway tat malay gal reali a nice one..hehe..and i also got lost at the Hospital..hahhaa

In the hospital..
I really like the feel..
Not as patient but as a doctor..
Really ,suddenly the feel is there..
A weird feeling..
Cnt be express..
But indeed vy vy nice feel..
Hoping to help the patient..
Imagining the patient's family smile
when patient recover...
The feeling...argghhh!!!
Will i regret????
HUH..
Everything is destined!!!!!!!!
Don't want think anymore..

and

SuRprise To MEEt U^^

2009-06-07T08:26:00.000-07:00

me：Jackson..你去玩那个啦。。
弟弟：那一个？
(me pointed to that,in the pic)
弟弟：Har..不要啦。。..
等下我的屁骨不会出来。。..
me:(har..then i started laughing..how cn he cn think dao this
probs)hahhaa....

Today i went to Tasik Y with my brother and little cousin.Actually me planned to go at 7+ in the morning as it would not be hot,but in the end i went thre at 9+..haha..bobian over sleep.My brother had woke up as early as 8.00am as i had promised him..damn it!!I over slept.It should be morning shift today but i change to afternoon when c dao my di di 'face black black'..haha..i drove thre..luckily when stop at bukit me din reverse a lot when wanted started moving again..That what i scared a lot..haha

It had been a long time i din when thre..1 years+ gua i think..if nt wrong the vy last time is during art competition that i went with xy n sh..haha..that proved that me seldom do exercise..haha..
indeed la..many things had changed..i mean that playground..the olds ones that i used to played last time had gone..it had been replaced with smaller d..and from what i see the number of playing the things for children had reduced..erm..but my didi n little cousin still playing them with fun..haha..

my didi and my little cousin

then i brought them go eat breakfast at mamak stall behind thre..surprisingly i met with AH MIE..yaya..the sarawak gal..so surprise ..tot i see wrong..haha..then she approached me..yup..we chit-chat and she shifted to sat with me..she is alone..she just went to church just and she also went here 4 breakfast..hehe..she had come eversince a few months ago and she gt work at Family'cake shop..nw had resign..She is going to study at kurdip o what(duno spelling correctly ma) to study what also 4get already..haha..she wanted to be baker..but her college's hostel quite expensive..rm2500 for 3 months..oh dear..wth..but her jie sponsored her then jiu nvr mind lo..

we chit-chat till she finish eating as i din eat..then pay lo..my treat..haha..cheap cheap nia..then i ask her wan me fetch her home ma..then she pointed at her bicycle.."i cycle here"..oo..then cnt lo..haha..but thanks god..she WEll already..no more faint or headache..she had gone through operation..anyway..glad to know u my sarawakian frenz..^^

Lastly hoping tomorrow medical checkup will be find and on smoothly.Finger-crossed....

I WaNT D nt T!!!

2009-06-03T07:29:00.000-07:00

Again i cnt endure the TEMPTATION..So annoying..stupid man!!!
my diet bao dang le..sobss..Recently so many ppl say me grows rounder and rounder..sobss..should be say cuter and cuter ma..真是的。。哈哈..Guess what i eat 2day??gt how many calories?need to do how long d exercise only burn down the fat..huh..shit man..stupid mouth..

Early in the morning..around 7.00am(2day i wake up early coz report nt yet finish)^^..wake up then go make milo..then together with "gai zai "biscuit n a bar of Kit Kat..i start eating..early morning..imagine eating chocolate..gosh!!!ok..tat for breakfast..

Lunch then i'm having rice with my mei mei cook the food..this time consider okla..like usual..then i telling myself dinner must control..cnt eat so much...erm..SET^^

7pm..going home..decided to eat a little only..but..OMG..my mum say..den deng den deng..Oh my godness..MCdonald..my mum take away Mcdonald for me..I'm eating a chicken,a hamburger and french fries..nt enough add more goreng pisang and keropok lekor..later eat somemore DURIANS..then plus some 'jeruk strawberry 'from Cameron Highlands..

lolz..just now my mum ask me want eat 'laksa' ma?go buy..see the time, 11.30pm..???mum..yuan lai u r the ones who temptate me!!!

So,in total...
1.milo
2.gai zai piang
3.Kit Kat chocolate
4.rice,vegetable and meat
5.a chicken
6.a hamburger
7.french fries
8.keropok lekor and goreng pisang
9.jeruk strawberry
10.durians..

How many calories?countless..actually don'y know how to count..haha..but for sure,thre a lot alot..2ml have to do exercise le..again me is aying 2ml..2ml n 2ml..

DETERMINATION..U go where liao..I'm hardly searching for u..hopefully u'll soon passby me and stand by me ASAP and forver!!!Diet seem wont success..haizz..算了。。let nature take it course..Dowan be lik this jiu can le..

HaPPi^^

2009-06-02T02:41:00.000-07:00

Yess...today..opps..should be yesterday..1st of June..time:9.30am..as i'm still in my dreamland...“伊琳啊。。起来。。这个大大的信封是不是你的JPA的信？"my mum said. Har??still a bit gong gong..yalah juz wake up ma..and so early..see in a glance..then see again.. ohh..my LETTER..my LETTER.."快点开啦。。看去那里。。"again my mum said..erm okok..without hestitate..i opened..actuali should be nervous but duno why my heart did not speed up..maybe me just waked up.."erm..uk..i got uk"i said..then suddenly,my mum shouted"Wow..uk!!"then she ran all the way from behind door to my grandmother house..she wanted to break the good news to her mother,that is my grandmother^^..HUH?原来my mum is actually having female'talks at my grandmother's house.Is my younger brother called her back home..Why?As this cute little yellow van arrived at my front door,my younger who was watching tv with the door open,thought that it was BAD GUY!!OMG!!Perhaps i should teach him earlier what does pos laju van looks like...haha..lucikly he called my mum back or else..i wonder what will happen..^^

Now..come back to my letter..glad that i had received the letter..It is written:

Sukacita dimaklumkan bahawa saudari/saudara telah berjaya dipilih dan ditawarkan Biasiswa Persekutuan untuk mengikuti pengajian dalam bidang PERGIGIAN di bawah PILN 2009.
Kursus persediaan dalam negara:Kolej Mara Banting;24 months
Kursus Ijazah Pertama di Luar Negara:universiti di United Kingdom;60 bulan.

Of course i'm grateful and thankful as i'll be going UK and nt India,which i had always praying that I wont be send to there,but Kolej Mara Banting(KMB)?What college?why I never heard before?and I will be doing International Baccalaureate(IB)for pre-u.Another question marks!!Good or not??

Then I started thinking..why this college..seem so lousy..as never heard or mention by people before..then my mum started nagging.."giving scholarship dou very good already,don't so picky.Now is they choosing you,not you choosing them".Silence.无话可说。Erm..then me realised another thing..人是贪心的。。永远不懂得满足。I should learn to be grateful and not take things for granted.Anyway i might fall in love with KMB..hehe..

I'will be starting my course on 23rd june..countdown 21days..banting..nt so hectic place..near Nilai and KLIA..Jas,I will visit you often..haha..till then..nitez^^

My envelope..

lotsa of documents

MY FIRST BLOG^^

2009-06-01T09:20:00.000-07:00

Hi there!!! Don't surprise..ya..i started blogging...haha...Actually i like to read others people‘s blogs,but never think to have my own blog..maybe is not time yet..haha..but duno y today,i created this..erm..maybe because most of my SSS frenz already have their own blogs???or perhaps i wanted to written down all my daily life for memories in future??

MAYBE I THINK.....

but thre is another reason too..the PROMISE...i'm a person that hold promise^^..as the malays says"Janji Itu Kota"...i had kept my promise o..see..my first blog,especially want to say thank you to you...i said,you will be seeing my blog in three months time,so how??haha..although my blog maybe dull or whatever..but whatever written down are truly from my heart..^^

I know u since primary school..
You used to sit beside me..
And i am comfortable when with you.
Thanks God to make you to be my friend...
Thanks to you for not despise to friend with me..
Thanks for asking me to have my own blog..
Thanks for offering to teach me how to create blog..
Thanks for the help that you had rendered to me..
Though we might become even futher..
but u'll alwiz be my GOOD FRIEND....友谊万岁^^
Me and Han Han^^
(sorry your face seem so big..haha)