Am I really choosing to give up BNM ??

A few days ago..i receive call from Bank Negara Malaysia..
i got it..i got the scholarship to study accountancy ..
will going to have pre-u at either taylors or intec..and then will going to australia..
iniatially..i never planned to take this scholarship..just in case,i didn't get jpa..
then only i realised that BNM actually needs higher qualification rather than jpa..
and the interview was much more harder than jpa..

1.complete a task individually...and present it..
-opinion work via internet
2.indivudual interview..3 to 1
3.group discussion..the most difficult part..the most brain- storming one..
-eg.one construction company is going bankrupt and what shud u do la..smthing lik that..
4.essay writing in 1 hrs..2 essays..1 in bm and 1 in bi..current issues..

overall i think i did perform in the interview..i 'm not really had prepared as at that time,i thought of going to have fun ,experience and to prove myself..as BNM only choosing the cream of the top..i'm not boasting or what..but i definitely is the luckiest one as i got mostly whatever i had applied except for ipta..and being the head prefect really do help a lot..thank you teachers for chosing me to let me have a chance to learn and grow..i had bcum braver and dare to talk in public..haha..

now..i'm confused..i just called BNM say that i wanted to reject it..many ppl say BNM is good and if u work with them..needless to say ,the salary and the bonus at the end of year sure will be very high..

Anyway..many people advised me to go with my interest..the problem is..myself..really not sure bout my interest...haha..i'm really undecisive..chosing to give up BNM and working with government..will i regret??ahhh...

everything is predestined..aren't they??
just a word..my FATE...
(comforting myselF)

kolEj maRa bantinG

23rd june 2009..i already in KMB..
first impression..OMG..horrible..
the facilities are bad and yet the rules there are so strict..
Come on..what type of college..
Haiz..just lik what had said in the recom..
the room is so small n the rice is hard..
but anyway i get 6 meals per day..
it is a lot..the food still acceptable la..haha
only 50+ NON-BUMIPUTERA (meaning not only chinese)in here...
but i met some of the girls..quite good and nice..
but mostly speaking english..
i had no choice but to speak english too..
although they are chinese but mostly can understand chinese but to speak..
i bet..it will be so difficult for them..haha..
they are nice anyway....
orientation week..very busy..need to wake up at early in the morning for the roll call..
but then can go back sleep..haha..but me n my roomate miss the breakfast..
when v wake up it was already 7+ in the morning and v terus go for another roll-call again..
anyway...my roomate is a good indian girl..n have to speak english again lo to communicate with her..^^
I'm going to learn 7 subjects..where 6 subjects will be taken into account for IB marks..

malay.bi.maths.chemistry.biology.business.warisan(history) total will contribute to 42 marks
+CAS(extra cocuriculum activities)+TOK(theory of knowledge)+EE(extended Essay) 3 marks..

so overall 45 marks..i need to get 38 marks and above in order to pass Jpa minimum requirement and if i want to get to top universities in UK..i will have to score more than 38..42 perhaps..haha..got senior get 45 marks wor..haha..

That all...the end..^^

GOOD BYE!!!

goodbye .... mummy n papa..
goodbye .... my jie jie..
goodbye .... ah yi n xiu ting..
goodbye ....jackson...
goodbye....my friends...
goodbye....my motorbike..
goodbye ...my avthing at home..
though it is not far..but I will missing these!!

New life beginning soon!!!

Happi FaTHEr day!!!

21fst of June 2009
Papa
Happy Father day!!
Sorry yesterday 4 calling u..
And angry that u dowan help me find some details..
Sorry..I'm really forget that u go holiday..
I thought u r in jb..
SORRY..=(

决定了！！！！

我决定了！！
Just now register online already..
I'm really going for dentistry..
Going for KMB....
Cnt turn back already..
My future..
Yess..that it..I'm future dentist..
HUh..future DENTIST...
but in my heart..still gt some uncertainty..
Because of something..I'm still hoping..
But for now..I hope it wont success..
Or else..I'll be getting headache..
I'm scared..WILL I REGRET??

DR.Kong....sound great^^

Hanging out wiTh my SsS frenz=Gud Gud frenz^^

Today..
Happy and Tired day..
A day that i went out so long ever since these few months..
And driving car for so long..haha..

First..go out photocopy some documents,then when to post office buy stamp..
3 stamps=RM30..
Then go buy KFC..coz of promise to my dear cute last time seni tc..Pn.Masnah^^

Second bout 12.30pm..go sch..find pengetua..damm shit..she gone bec already..
for the second time just as last time when i need her to sign my agreement..she is not thre..

Then go fetch chew ling..almost when sch,chew ling say 4get take phone..go bec her house again and take phone..Go sch again..still pengetua nt there..alamak..the kerani say need wait till 2+pm lik tat..wow..nw 1pm..how..then v decided to go square 1..Chew ling wan buy bros de bottles..after that go k4..me wanted to buy smal smal basket ..and i had bought a yellow one..

Next we headed to moli..
Me(lebar kayu d)can parking car into the box nicely wor..!!park vertically..geng le..haha..thanks chew ling for her help..^^Soon,shu han and sabrina came followed by huiwon..chit-chating awhile,gossiping..+ many more..noe la..they all r auntie(no offended )..hahhaha..

Still gt sumore..we when back to gai gai at square 1 again..again go to see bottles..hui won also wanted to buy..but in the end none of them buy coz none of the bottles make them 'sun yan'..so cerewet..hahhaha

Then...the most great thing..I 'm fetching them to summit o..they all la..kept said wanted to sit my car..so me bobian la..c so wei da..hahaha..my vy first time fetching friends....AND..they all kept talking this and that..OPEN SIGNAL..GT PPL..WAHH U DRIVE LIK TAT AR..EHH GT CAR..Y U SIT SO FRONT..UR MIROR NOT OK..and BLA BLA BLA..they even help me to look at side mirror.....but they are funny lo^^..and when want pay 4 parking d time...at the steep d road..haha..better dun say..so malu^^.

Go summit..walk here walk there ..go eat at kk and c dao one shuai ge where five of us dou agree that tat guy really handsome..hahaha^^

Whole day..I'm busy..+ little bit tired..anyway I'm quite happy..wondering next time will I still can always like today..for I'm always the one that absent went avbody going out gai-gai..^^

Finally reached home around 8pm^^

END OF MY WORKDAYS!!!

Finally...ended...
My workdays ended..
Had been worked for 6 months..
More or less half a year..
Quite tired but better than being bored..
This big big holidays..really did not have much fun..
Do I more prefer work?or money perhaps?
Anyway..ended..I had getting more n more new friends..
And can works together with jie..haha
Friends+experience+fun...
But money duno had gone where..haha
SEEm i did not earn and save dao money??
Money??u run away,R U??hahha
Siao liao...^^

Jasmine and Me^^~pc Fair~

My promoter and I~summit..GC~

Cute cute wanchin and Me^^~BP mall~

Ah Pei and Me^^~BP mall~

Ah Shuai and me^^~Rugayah~

Ah Fang and Me^^~Rugayah~

Pacific Frenzs^^~BP mall~

Night At The Museum 2^^

Today after work..went catch a movie..
With my little mei mei..
Actually wan go sing K d..
But in the end changed mind..

Night At the Musuem 2..
Watching 4 second time..
Funny and hilarious...^^
Then went latteh..
And chit-chating with my sister at Tea Station..
N buying materials to make some jelly..
Tommorrow going to make jelly..
Hope will succes^^

Countdown 6 days....

女人！！！

今天auntie Lilian又骂粗话了。。(private part)..刚刚进去"家了副"做工就听到在auntie骂人。。什么嘛....七早八早就听到了...我心想...女人嘛...哈哈.....果然真的很恐怖所.....以嘛，千万别的罪女人哦!!!后果应该....哈哈....“会很惨吧”......不过auntie也真可怜.....今天又被人家骂....那里的mok经常其负她......她一边骂一边眼睛红红的....(哭了)....可是她又不敢直接去骂mok.....相反的，她是对着我们骂....感觉是在骂我们,不过是故意讲大大声给她听.....咳......社会嘛.....我不敢想象.....我先在还小.....懂得还是那么的少呢....我不懂我以后也会不会面对这些人事问题....不过我知道这是难免的啦....咳....前往的路要开时了！还在等待。。希望样样都如我所愿。。

加油吧！！！

Huh..NeaRly Scared to die..

Suddenly..thinking of sms-ing my friends..
When to room..upside cupboard to take my phone..
Oh My God..whre my phone????????
Started panic..
Looking ang searching Up-side down for my phone..
Ohh..
How..it is a present..
Went out to carpark..
Searh in car and my motorbike..
As juz nw i got drive both of them..
Huh..NONE!!!!!..
HOW??..
The loud noisy sound..
And
Me mumbling to myself had woke up my mum..
Then she said.."yao si ar..ta qu kan kan"
Then familiar korean ringtones ringing..
ohhh..tat's my phone..
Haiya..it is on my table..
Adui..me this "hu du chong"..when will be more alert...
Hai ppl bai dan xin and making my own so nervous..
Huh,,hw to go study at outside alone in future???..haiz....

MUST BE ALERT AND NOT FORGETFUL THE NEXT TIME....

GeTting A nEw Baju KuRunG...

Yday I'm sick...
Today also sick...
My eyes look even smaller...
So Miserable...
=(
But just now went buy a pair of baju kurung..
Wana wear it during classes..
I bought pink colour d as dun have purple d..
With big big flower..
Quite like it..
^^

Gonna Sick Already...=(

Headache...
Tired...
And my pipe(nose)cnt closed..
Seems I'm going to be sick..
Long time din fall sick le..
Exhausted..
But still thinking going out 2ml..
Hope 2ml i'll be fine....

mEdical Checkup...

7.30am..woke up..do some cleaning and went to Klinik Kesihatan batu pahat..near carrefour and my hs..hehe..when to kaunter pendaftaran and the person asked me to go to kaunter 10..then at thre,another person c my yellow book and asked me to filled the form...settle..then i waited..

then he called my name again..i went thre..he was filling the medical checkup form..then he said needed to pay rm190..and his maths was so terrible..95+65=170..omg..in the end,he end up with no balance..then i told him the mistake..without thank you he still said this one cnt be wrong d..if nt he will die..omg..is u doing the wrong thing le..wat for telling me all this..stupid..

waiting is such a waste of time..bobian who ask jpa say need to do at gov hosp o clinic..checkup need 1 hrs and waiting needed 2 and half hrs..stupid management..and gt so many ppl sick meh??avday so many ppl!!

Fst i go take out blood..fst time..scared pain but i dun scare blood o...cn be doc..haha..then went for urine test..then when to klinik dada to have TB test..later thursday needed to go again to check again..

later in the noon when to Hospital Batu Pahat..doing X-ray..while waiting,i chit-chatting with a malay gal..she also gt jpa..will doing pre-u at uitm,2years at Ireland and 2 yrs at Penang Medical School..twinning programme..doing medic..hehe..

then i told her mine..she said her frenz also going thre but under Mara..oohhh..icic..then i asked her why she didn't applied under Mara..the answer is mara is pinjaman nt scholarship.. Really?Me really duno..anyway tat malay gal reali a nice one..hehe..and i also got lost at the Hospital..hahhaa

In the hospital..
I really like the feel..
Not as patient but as a doctor..
Really ,suddenly the feel is there..
A weird feeling..
Cnt be express..
But indeed vy vy nice feel..
Hoping to help the patient..
Imagining the patient's family smile
when patient recover...
The feeling...argghhh!!!
Will i regret????
HUH..
Everything is destined!!!!!!!!
Don't want think anymore..

and

SuRprise To MEEt U^^

me：Jackson..你去玩那个啦。。
弟弟：那一个？
(me pointed to that,in the pic)
弟弟：Har..不要啦。。..
等下我的屁骨不会出来。。..
me:(har..then i started laughing..how cn he cn think dao this
probs)hahhaa....

Today i went to Tasik Y with my brother and little cousin.Actually me planned to go at 7+ in the morning as it would not be hot,but in the end i went thre at 9+..haha..bobian over sleep.My brother had woke up as early as 8.00am as i had promised him..damn it!!I over slept.It should be morning shift today but i change to afternoon when c dao my di di 'face black black'..haha..i drove thre..luckily when stop at bukit me din reverse a lot when wanted started moving again..That what i scared a lot..haha

It had been a long time i din when thre..1 years+ gua i think..if nt wrong the vy last time is during art competition that i went with xy n sh..haha..that proved that me seldom do exercise..haha..
indeed la..many things had changed..i mean that playground..the olds ones that i used to played last time had gone..it had been replaced with smaller d..and from what i see the number of playing the things for children had reduced..erm..but my didi n little cousin still playing them with fun..haha..

my didi and my little cousin

then i brought them go eat breakfast at mamak stall behind thre..surprisingly i met with AH MIE..yaya..the sarawak gal..so surprise ..tot i see wrong..haha..then she approached me..yup..we chit-chat and she shifted to sat with me..she is alone..she just went to church just and she also went here 4 breakfast..hehe..she had come eversince a few months ago and she gt work at Family'cake shop..nw had resign..She is going to study at kurdip o what(duno spelling correctly ma) to study what also 4get already..haha..she wanted to be baker..but her college's hostel quite expensive..rm2500 for 3 months..oh dear..wth..but her jie sponsored her then jiu nvr mind lo..

we chit-chat till she finish eating as i din eat..then pay lo..my treat..haha..cheap cheap nia..then i ask her wan me fetch her home ma..then she pointed at her bicycle.."i cycle here"..oo..then cnt lo..haha..but thanks god..she WEll already..no more faint or headache..she had gone through operation..anyway..glad to know u my sarawakian frenz..^^

Lastly hoping tomorrow medical checkup will be find and on smoothly.Finger-crossed....

I WaNT D nt T!!!

Again i cnt endure the TEMPTATION..So annoying..stupid man!!!
my diet bao dang le..sobss..Recently so many ppl say me grows rounder and rounder..sobss..should be say cuter and cuter ma..真是的。。哈哈..Guess what i eat 2day??gt how many calories?need to do how long d exercise only burn down the fat..huh..shit man..stupid mouth..

Early in the morning..around 7.00am(2day i wake up early coz report nt yet finish)^^..wake up then go make milo..then together with "gai zai "biscuit n a bar of Kit Kat..i start eating..early morning..imagine eating chocolate..gosh!!!ok..tat for breakfast..

Lunch then i'm having rice with my mei mei cook the food..this time consider okla..like usual..then i telling myself dinner must control..cnt eat so much...erm..SET^^

7pm..going home..decided to eat a little only..but..OMG..my mum say..den deng den deng..Oh my godness..MCdonald..my mum take away Mcdonald for me..I'm eating a chicken,a hamburger and french fries..nt enough add more goreng pisang and keropok lekor..later eat somemore DURIANS..then plus some 'jeruk strawberry 'from Cameron Highlands..

lolz..just now my mum ask me want eat 'laksa' ma?go buy..see the time, 11.30pm..???mum..yuan lai u r the ones who temptate me!!!

So,in total...
1.milo
2.gai zai piang
3.Kit Kat chocolate
4.rice,vegetable and meat
5.a chicken
6.a hamburger
7.french fries
8.keropok lekor and goreng pisang
9.jeruk strawberry
10.durians..

How many calories?countless..actually don'y know how to count..haha..but for sure,thre a lot alot..2ml have to do exercise le..again me is aying 2ml..2ml n 2ml..

DETERMINATION..U go where liao..I'm hardly searching for u..hopefully u'll soon passby me and stand by me ASAP and forver!!!Diet seem wont success..haizz..算了。。let nature take it course..Dowan be lik this jiu can le..

HaPPi^^

Yess...today..opps..should be yesterday..1st of June..time:9.30am..as i'm still in my dreamland...“伊琳啊。。起来。。这个大大的信封是不是你的JPA的信？"my mum said. Har??still a bit gong gong..yalah juz wake up ma..and so early..see in a glance..then see again.. ohh..my LETTER..my LETTER.."快点开啦。。看去那里。。"again my mum said..erm okok..without hestitate..i opened..actuali should be nervous but duno why my heart did not speed up..maybe me just waked up.."erm..uk..i got uk"i said..then suddenly,my mum shouted"Wow..uk!!"then she ran all the way from behind door to my grandmother house..she wanted to break the good news to her mother,that is my grandmother^^..HUH?原来my mum is actually having female'talks at my grandmother's house.Is my younger brother called her back home..Why?As this cute little yellow van arrived at my front door,my younger who was watching tv with the door open,thought that it was BAD GUY!!OMG!!Perhaps i should teach him earlier what does pos laju van looks like...haha..lucikly he called my mum back or else..i wonder what will happen..^^

Now..come back to my letter..glad that i had received the letter..It is written:

Sukacita dimaklumkan bahawa saudari/saudara telah berjaya dipilih dan ditawarkan Biasiswa Persekutuan untuk mengikuti pengajian dalam bidang PERGIGIAN di bawah PILN 2009.
Kursus persediaan dalam negara:Kolej Mara Banting;24 months
Kursus Ijazah Pertama di Luar Negara:universiti di United Kingdom;60 bulan.

Of course i'm grateful and thankful as i'll be going UK and nt India,which i had always praying that I wont be send to there,but Kolej Mara Banting(KMB)?What college?why I never heard before?and I will be doing International Baccalaureate(IB)for pre-u.Another question marks!!Good or not??

Then I started thinking..why this college..seem so lousy..as never heard or mention by people before..then my mum started nagging.."giving scholarship dou very good already,don't so picky.Now is they choosing you,not you choosing them".Silence.无话可说。Erm..then me realised another thing..人是贪心的。。永远不懂得满足。I should learn to be grateful and not take things for granted.Anyway i might fall in love with KMB..hehe..

I'will be starting my course on 23rd june..countdown 21days..banting..nt so hectic place..near Nilai and KLIA..Jas,I will visit you often..haha..till then..nitez^^

My envelope..

lotsa of documents

MY FIRST BLOG^^

Hi there!!! Don't surprise..ya..i started blogging...haha...Actually i like to read others people‘s blogs,but never think to have my own blog..maybe is not time yet..haha..but duno y today,i created this..erm..maybe because most of my SSS frenz already have their own blogs???or perhaps i wanted to written down all my daily life for memories in future??

MAYBE I THINK.....

but thre is another reason too..the PROMISE...i'm a person that hold promise^^..as the malays says"Janji Itu Kota"...i had kept my promise o..see..my first blog,especially want to say thank you to you...i said,you will be seeing my blog in three months time,so how??haha..although my blog maybe dull or whatever..but whatever written down are truly from my heart..^^

I know u since primary school..
You used to sit beside me..
And i am comfortable when with you.
Thanks God to make you to be my friend...
Thanks to you for not despise to friend with me..
Thanks for asking me to have my own blog..
Thanks for offering to teach me how to create blog..
Thanks for the help that you had rendered to me..
Though we might become even futher..
but u'll alwiz be my GOOD FRIEND....友谊万岁^^
Me and Han Han^^
(sorry your face seem so big..haha)