Feeling down but have to staying on=(

Life get so frustrated this month.Life is suffocating me.Assignment,project,test,people and all.Getting tired,getting frustrated.Though am glad that i finished my Extended essay and my Tok essay,but thinking about the results that i produced,it not that satisfying!I dont like doing but i had to do.HHUHH.Everyday deadline,deadline and deadline.Will it end up with DEAD line??

After all,that not that bad.The most irritating problems,the most damn thing that i do not like to figure all the things out would definitely people.I do not like problems related to people.I do not like to think about why people behaving in weird way and why people can changed in such a short time.HUHU.people!!!How can people be so nice to you and the next day turn out to act in stranger way,seem that you are not friend before this.How can i get tired and frustrated when looking at certain people and think what they do seem childish.Cant they grow mature.Is so lame people with all your lame jokes.But it seem so fine before this.Am i the one that change or you are the one that change??

so many thing happened that make me sometimes feel like staying alone,reflecting on the things happened!Everything so sudden.Why must all thing relate to me???it is indeed true that the strongest person will also cry when meet with all the obstacles.Hope all will get over soon.Am getting tired but am forcing myself to laugh.Such a pathetic thing it would be.But am trying!

I LOVE My Home^^

yeahhh..I am back home..
Huhu..It had been 3 months..yup almost 3 months that I am away from my home..
Home still the best..^^
And my diudi..huuhu..miss uuuu^^

PS^^

Yesterday finally came out with my nice edited draft of personal statement.A personal statement that definitely improved a lot from the previous one and I will continue to revise until I managed to get the perfect piece of personal statement so that I will be SOLD.hahahaa..It is kind of funny that each and everyone are trying to sell themselves.This piece of paper,essay of myself just like the promotion paper during products promotion.Whether you will pick it up and have a look on it and finally decide to go deep into the detail really matter a lot.I WANT TO BE SOLD!!..hahaa..don't interpret wrongly.Not that 'sold'.=)

Basically there is only 13 universities in UK that offer dentistry course.Yes.No doubt.In a such big place with numerous universities and colleges,only 13,13! offer dentistry.And to my dissapointment and horror only 6 will be having interview in Malaysia and only one can go without interview.Fly over to UK just for interview which you never know the turn out would be?Definitely not.I am not going to bet on this and waste my money.

List of universities that offer dentistry in UK.

1.Dundee
2.Sheffield
3.Kings College London
4.Queen Mary
5.Newcastle
6.Glasgow
7.Leeds
8.Queens - Belfast
9.Cardiff
10.Liverpool
11.Bristol
12.Manchester
13.Birmingham

List of universities that conduct interview here.
1.Newcastle
2.Queen Mary
3.Cardiff
4.Liverpool
5.Leeds
6.Sheffield

I eliminated Leeds and Dundee already.One more need to be eliminate.Four choices are allowed.Erm.Don't know which one to pick.Haiz.Hope i can finalized during Raya break.God bless=)

Coffee..=)

Coffee has become a necessary beverage in my days in KMB.Each day,yes almost everyday I yearn for coffee,I drink coffee and essentially become part of my daily requirement.When I told my classmates and friends about this,they said "oh my god,you have to drink coffee everyday?That is not good for health!"This has been bothering me.My desire and eagerness to have a cup of hot,tasty coffee going stronger and stronger everyday.The feeling of the drinks going down my throat and into my stomach is so exciting and refreshing.Addicted,am I??

To my horror,my teeth are getting more yellowish.How I am going to set a good example for my patients in the future.I like my teeth because they are minute and cute,but then they are yellow now.One of the sole reason for this is drinking a lot of coffee which eventually stain the teeth.To clear my doubt regarding this issue,I am so surprise that my finding turn out to be the other way round.

Coffee actually can...

1. Stimulating your brain.Coffee contain caffeine which can stimulate our brain to think and work faster.

2.Coffee can help us to aviod migraine problems.Whoever has migraine problem,coffee can help to reduce the occurance of this cureless problem.

3.You will feel more energetic and happy after having a cup of coffee.

4. Coffee can avoid from osteoporosis, heart attack, diabetes and cancer.
wowww..This facts really surprise me!Coffee can prevent diabetes?Unbelievable.

However,coffee is also not without it side effects too.

It will make someone addicted to it,and seem like a day without coffee,you will feel listless.Besides,for those who has high blood pressure,it is advisable not to drink coffe as coffee will raise your high blood pressure.Whereas for women,coffee can affect fertility.

After all,coffee is not that bad for health.The key here is moderation when drinking it.

unexpected=(

Never did i expected that it will be so soon.
I promise i never cry.
I don't know how.
Arggghhhhh......

^^

Just enjoy when talking to you.You bird talk.I bird talk.=p

^^

"Ah reum da oon sa ram"

by,..Seo Yoo Suk =p

Goo.....Get through the Border Line!!!!

Goals..

Semester 2 examination is around the corner.Yup,it is 3 weeks more.Hoping for the best.Striving for 43!!But in the first place,no facebooking.Hate facebook.=(
By the way,seriously,should work out now.I had been put on weight after chinese new year.Is fatso now.HUh...2 goals in May!!

Meaningless Research!!

It is 6.00am now.Surprisingly I'm still awake at this hour.I should had better go to sleep just now.After a night of research,I couldn't get what I want.WTH.It is all about my Extended Essay.I am so happy initially,which I think,I think that I almost can come out with my research question and my proposal.It is all about comparing the newspaper in our country.I 'm so enthusiasm in this topic but unfortunately end up to realize that the newspaper that I had chosen now longer in that format.All the English newspaper had change format from broadsheet to tabloid.Waste my effort and time.Argg...So now have to do research again.Why so hard to do?I suppose linguistic research should be very easy!!Huh..Tension..
My thought that college life would be carefree is totally wrong.Life here had been so busy that you don't think that you have 24 hours per day.Your night is so short.With a pile of assignments , presentation ,quizes, examination,cas,meeting and briefing need to do,and yet it doesn't promise a secure place in UK!!wth..Just attended placement briefing today.Counselor told us that there is tight and strong competition among ourselves especially for dentistry students as UK university only accept 1 or 2 students per uni for international students.Oh my goodness!!Imagine that!!There is already 8 dentistry students here,not yet include other students from other private college.That also only from Malaysia.How about other applicants from other countries??No placement=end of scholarship.=(
Now,one more thing to worry,about personal statement and mock interview.A unique and outstanding personal statement with fluent and good English proficiency!Life going to be hard.
No more procrastination ,no more wasting time..no more facebooking.Going to start prepare for semester 2 examination and my EE!!I belive in 45!!!

Finally can catch a breath..

after coming back from chinese new year break,i had been so busy that i cant even had enough rest.that was so tired.I must say the most tiring period throughout days here.After back try to catch up with homework,biology test,chemistry test,economics internal assessment,extended essay topic,chinese new year backdrop,everything..must be done in such a short time.Now,relief.But i screwed my maths.Every mathematics test,i did badly.Oh my god,that is very wrong.Just dont have the mood to study maths.oh gosh,i m doomed.please be bad the study mood.
about the cny backdrop,wow that success..quite good..luckily the cow able to be tear off,if not will be so awkward.about the dance..haha..lolz..why i still forget the steps,to go and turn when everybody walk to the front.damn embrassing.Hopefully people cant regonise me..
Interesting things is about the penpal letter.that very cool idea.wondering who is my penpal.Please,the next letter,be more fun.

IB life is really chalengging enough.To sleep at 1am also can consider early.that why all have panda eyes.huh..jia you everyone!!

cycling in college.

feeling very happy to cycle in college.My first time to cycle here.though the bicycle was very lousy,i enjoyed myself.cycle for 2 rounds.So great able to view the scenery in college where i not able to do so when i go jogging.This is because whenever i jog,i felt so tired that i dont bother to look around.Half -way bumped into her.look tired but still continue for two rounds.So cute.Hoping he cant get over and be happy again.

tok malay eng and chemistry..homework!!arghh..no mood to do..I want eat chips!!

29th January 2010..Friday..time 6.30 pm to 10.30pm

Wow..amazing..amazing and damn fun..
First time I receive proper training from a coach..I never thought basketball would such a fun game.at first I learn how to laid up.around the semicircle,if you are from left,using left hand to dribble the ball,and start with left legs and end up with a nice jump also your left leg..one..two..jump and throw..huh…goalll..hahaha..but mostly the ball being disobedient..dont wish to masuk the ring..erm..must control the ball well..
Secondly,I learned how to dribble zig-zag around con and the laid up..left..right..left ..right..when the coach demo for us..it seem to be such a easy stuff..he even can do without looking at the ball..erm..yala..after all he is the coach right..^^just to comfort myself..every time managed to score a goal,the satisfaction come.Although method could be wrong,but I promised myself to try..there is no failure to life..all those mis-score are just experiment or trial to success.Without hard train,I bet I wouldn’t enjoy much.
Next..the most interesting part.here come the stake player of Selangor..name zek.The first thing she asked us to do is defend.you will be running like a crab around the court in zig-zag pattern.herm..This movement is indeed very very tiring.I also couldn’t get it.But I telling myself,other people can,why you can.after that learning how to dribble while running.When you dribble to the left using left hand.oh gosh.It is so hard to dibble with left hand.but luckily this dribble I still able to pass.there is a teammate that unable to differentiate which hand and which direction gto go.Here come the coach say “I will be giving you all two minutes to teach her dribble.If she unable to accomplish the task then I will make you all run around the court and push-up”.What else,Miss president try her best to teach her while we all cheering for her.Finally no more run,she pass^^

Now come to my turn.The next training is to throw the ball up the air and the ball should spin when you throw and finally will fall back on your hand parallel.oh my god,I know I not able to do this.I had been trying many times already in the college.How?? “I will give you all 1 minute to teach her throw the ball”the coach said.Oh..shit!!If I unable to throw the ball correctly up the air 5 times,they will be punished to push-up 20 times. And the worst come to worst that I wont be punished and I will be watching them being punished.So mean.I tried my best.Hold the ball at correct way.Put the ball right beside your face.bend your knee.raise your hand vertical up and relaxingly throw the ball up the air.1..2..3..4..and the fifth times.yeahh!!pass!!but I knew the coach are so nice.I know my fifth throw not correct as my fall ball backwards.But she just nodded.Erm..good..Thank god she save me from being scolded by other teammate.
Then we learn how to throw and to shoot.the training end at 10.20pm.After cooling down,we thanked her for whatever we gained today and I really felt so happy.she asked us to practice more at college and the most important things is team spirit.The key to win the game depend on the weakest player..we like har???When we think back,yup it is indeed true.Of course when everyone participate in game,all the players are professional,thus if either one of the team member all bad,then she will be the reason or the key to win the game brcause all will depend on her already.Overall,it is a quite tired practice and I am damn hungry because I didn’t had my dinner.Reached the college I having my supper.Gosh..gonna gain weight!

Please la..the world does not belong to you!!

I despise people that look down other ppl!!!!!!!
I hate..i hate those people..
So what that you are great..
So what!!!
You are great that you easily say people like??look down on people..
Don’t you know that your word are very harsh???!!!!!!!!!
I couldn’t stand it!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why cant you stand on other ppl side and think in their way..you are born smart…so what??
Team spirit??dont you know that??you never know..what you know are just about yourself…yess..i am not a sportwoman,then??have you ever think when last time you start to join ??Howw you survive??Doesnt you also don’t know anything??why you never think that you have practice for so long only you able to be what you are today??har??and know what??Look down at other people?scare that you will being punished??har??r!!!Arghhh!!!!
There too many thing that you had disappoint me..okay I am not that good in your eyes perhaps among the crowd,then what??Should you express it out loud..That your character perhaps..too straight forward but cant you just think about other people feeling??spare a thought for others please!!!

holidays going to end tommorrow..=(

After about 3 weeks of holidays,tommorrow is the day that most probably the day that hated most by kmbians..we have to go back to the very "nice" place.Oh my god..6 of january starting of semester 2..look at the positive side,i wonder how i can survive the past half a year..thanks to friends there.If not ..erm..for sure die already.New semester something great for me.I am going to shift place to in front oh..Damn happy.Actually I am not so kinda want to sit in front because i scared whenever i can't finish homework,I'll being caught first..geegggggee>.<..But that is better than me keep on copying wrong words.I hate everyday that i need to use all my eyes power to copy words.To make the matter worst,teacher alwalys like to use red markers.Though I had been telling teacher that i couldnt see probably because of the ink colour,but it seem to only last a while only.Very soon teacher seem to be forgetten what I told her.But i never blame her.How I wish all the guys can be more nice,that can willingly let us sit in front.Imagine 6 tall guys sit in front of 3 short girls.huh..expect us to look at their head and draw them out??Please don't disagree when we want change to in front.I am so sorry..my classmate..but i getting fed up that i always couldn see and listen to teacher.I am sorry.starting sem 2 mean i will be getting my sem 1 results.No dare to think.Hopefully god bless.Hopefully 2010 first dream will come true as soon as possible.Sem 2 no more procastinate,no more lazy^6^.For sure there is more and more assignment.ha..but i not scare of challenge.hahaha.chemistry,biology,damn frustrating mathematics,confusing data response questions of economics and definitely the hard english.Wishing I can enchance my skill and my knowledge.read more..can I??*seem hard*.Sem 2 be more active,interpersonal skill and communication skill must also improve as this is very importance element to survive in UK.gambateHHH...^^

That all..got to go..gonna watch my favourite drama..

Random..

Every people has different perception towards life..
Different perception towards things..
Different perception towards opinion..
Different perception towards what is happening..
AND
Different perception towards relationship.
Things seem to be so simple..
We know that we are human,we have different perception..
Yet,we always want to argue over this matter..
We make it so complicated..
So..what is the point???
OMG..please open our eyes..
Using our mind to think rationally..
It is no point to argue over past matter..
Let bygones be bygones..
Learn forgive and forget..
Life definitely be more better tommorrow.