Am I really choosing to give up BNM ??

A few days ago..i receive call from Bank Negara Malaysia..
i got it..i got the scholarship to study accountancy ..
will going to have pre-u at either taylors or intec..and then will going to australia..
iniatially..i never planned to take this scholarship..just in case,i didn't get jpa..
then only i realised that BNM actually needs higher qualification rather than jpa..
and the interview was much more harder than jpa..

1.complete a task individually...and present it..
-opinion work via internet
2.indivudual interview..3 to 1
3.group discussion..the most difficult part..the most brain- storming one..
-eg.one construction company is going bankrupt and what shud u do la..smthing lik that..
4.essay writing in 1 hrs..2 essays..1 in bm and 1 in bi..current issues..

overall i think i did perform in the interview..i 'm not really had prepared as at that time,i thought of going to have fun ,experience and to prove myself..as BNM only choosing the cream of the top..i'm not boasting or what..but i definitely is the luckiest one as i got mostly whatever i had applied except for ipta..and being the head prefect really do help a lot..thank you teachers for chosing me to let me have a chance to learn and grow..i had bcum braver and dare to talk in public..haha..

now..i'm confused..i just called BNM say that i wanted to reject it..many ppl say BNM is good and if u work with them..needless to say ,the salary and the bonus at the end of year sure will be very high..

Anyway..many people advised me to go with my interest..the problem is..myself..really not sure bout my interest...haha..i'm really undecisive..chosing to give up BNM and working with government..will i regret??ahhh...

everything is predestined..aren't they??
just a word..my FATE...
(comforting myselF)